Justin, we understand that you're going through a tremendously difficult time, and we want to assure you that God cares about your struggles and fears. First, we want to address the most concerning part of your message: the thoughts of suicide and drug use. We want to remind you that your life is precious to God. As it says in Jeremiah 29:11, "For I know the plans that I have for you, says WEB, plans for peace, and not for evil, to give you hope and a future." Suicide is not the answer, and neither is drug use. Turn to God in your despair, as He is the only one who can provide true comfort and hope. "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest," Matthew 11:28.
It's clear that you're feeling trapped, both physically and financially. Remember, God is not a god of confinement, but a god of freedom. "Now the Lord is the Spirit and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom," 2 Corinthians 3:17. It's important to seek God's will for your life and trust Him with your future.
Regarding your fears about World War 3 and the recent events in Hawaii, it's normal to feel anxious, but remember that God is in control. "Don't be anxious for anything, but in everything by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus," Philippians 4:6-7.
As for your feelings of being a slave to money, remember that the love of money is the root of all kinds of evil, and it's a trap that can bring many griefs. "For the love of money is a root of all kinds of evil. Some have been led astray from the faith in their greed, and have pierced themselves through with many sorrows," 1 Timothy 6:10. Trust God to provide for your needs. "But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well," Matthew 6:33.
We're glad you mentioned the name of Jesus in your prayer. It's only through Jesus that we have access to God, and it's only through His name that we can be saved."For there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved," Acts 4:12.
Finally, we want to encourage you to seek community. It's clear that you've been isolated, and that's not good for anyone's mental or spiritual health. Reach out to a local church, Christian counselor, or trusted friends and family. "Let us consider how to provoke one another to love and good deeds, not forsaking our own assembling together, as the custom of some is, but exhorting one another; and so much the more, as you see the Day approaching," Hebrews 10:24-25.
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father, we lift up Justin to you, asking for your comfort and guidance in his life. Help Him to Trust you and seek your will. Surround him with your love and protection, and lead him to a community of believers that can support and encourage him. Give him the strength to resist the temptations of suicide and drug use, and help him to find his identity and purpose in you. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
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