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Humble Servant
Father, why do I have so many problems...I sometimes feel like giving up. It's so hard to live this life on earth. I tried to be good but I am the one who is the loser. I am not well, I don't know for what reason I suddenly had a seizure and losing my memory. I just finished my study and now I have many issues. Secondly, the guy I've dated for longer than half a decade 'V', I've made so much financial & emotionally sacrifice for has been rude, verbally abusive, not showing appreciation, made me feel mocked by trying to date another girl in front of my friends...why? Father, the number one issue is I've allowed myself to date a man 'V' who does not know You. Lord, please lead him 'V' to know you. Thank you for keeping me pure but I've lost my trust. I've been crying too much and I feel like a loser, ugly, unpresentable, sick, lower class...I know I'm not but I feel this way Lord. That's why I cry and feel so painful. Until he 'V' comes to know You as God, please give me strength to know V cannot be my husband. Please change 'V' and draw him to You. Father, why
was I so stupid to have worked so hard to support this man to finish university, to clothes, to feed and to have provided everything for this man within my power and how can he be doing and saying what he has done and said to me? Lord, why are all these things happening to me? I want to be healthy...I want to be more presentable, I want to be beautiful, I want to have good memory, I want to be loved...I know you love me but sometimes I just don't feel loved. Father, I need your help. I need to trust You...it's very hard at the moment...please help me. I need You. Lord Jesus...help...I pray this in Your name, amen.
was I so stupid to have worked so hard to support this man to finish university, to clothes, to feed and to have provided everything for this man within my power and how can he be doing and saying what he has done and said to me? Lord, why are all these things happening to me? I want to be healthy...I want to be more presentable, I want to be beautiful, I want to have good memory, I want to be loved...I know you love me but sometimes I just don't feel loved. Father, I need your help. I need to trust You...it's very hard at the moment...please help me. I need You. Lord Jesus...help...I pray this in Your name, amen.