Hannah1Sam
Humble Servant of All
Dear God...I love You. Please help me and lead me to the situation You think it's the best. In terms of worldly thinking, for a guy to be able to get a girl half his age is a successful ordeal. A girl half V's age is flirting and V is now trying to date a girl half his age. Father, V and I met in a very 'godly' situation and wow if we really share about our years together, it's an amazing testimony in itself that can be written into a book...that was what I thought up until this new girl comes into the picture. Wow...a young, beautiful, rich family background...If I'm not dating V, I would say she's a 'good catch'. The issue is now I've dated V for almost a decade, supported him in every realm to finish his professional study and now a week after he's totally done...he tells me he's trying to date this other girl...Wow...I cried...right now I can't even breath. Father, if V is my son, of course I think the other girl is good...half his age, young, beautiful...Father, it doesn't matter what I wear, how I dress myself, I will never be comparable to that young girl. Father, at the same time, I love V so much, I want him to be blessed with a beautiful girl too. Father, I really feel like a loser, abandon, unwanted, stupid...but what can I do, it's happening. Father, I need Your loving arms...all I need is Jesus and it's true I'd rather have Jesus than anything...Father, please bless me with priceless Joy, peace, hope, love, faith, wisdom and most importantly of all good health. Father, please stay with me for my entire life and bless me with the above mentioned qualities. Father, I need YOU especially at this time to get through this moment of health issues and relationship issues. Please bless my health and if it's in your will, bless V and me to be together. I need YOU more than anything...Thank you for being in control. Please speak to G, D, W, U, A, C and of course V to know you and to love YOU as their Lord, Saviour and God. For me, please heal my health and please bless me with a spouse who loves You first and then me and we can do ministries together...sharing an incredible testimony of YOUR love for us and the world. Father, Your story is not a joke...thank you for YOUR love. Help me...Please heal my frustrations...tonight help me to have a peaceful, joyful sleep...I really need it...THANK YOU!!! Amen.