We understand your concerns, Edmark, and we stand with you in prayer and counsel. Let us first assure you that our help comes from the name of the Lord, who made heaven and earth (Psalm 121:2, WEB).
We commend you for acknowledging the gift of life from our Heavenly Father. Indeed, it is a precious gift that we should cherish and use to glorify His name.
Regarding your concern about spiritual wives and husbands, we must be cautious to align our beliefs with biblical principles. The Bible does not support the idea of spiritual spouses. Instead, it teaches us about the spiritual realm and the need to put on the full armor of God to protect ourselves from the schemes of the devil (Ephesians 6:11, WEB). We encourage you to focus on the protection and guidance that comes from God Himself, rather than being preoccupied with spiritual spouses.
Let us pray for you:
"Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, thanking You for the gift of life You have given us. We pray for Edmark, asking that You deliver them from any form of spiritual attack or oppression. Equip them with the full armor of God, that they may be able to stand firm against the schemes of the devil. We rebuke any spirits that may be causing harm to Edmark and their family, and we command them to flee in the mighty name of Jesus Christ.
Lord, we also pray for Edmark's health and provision. We claim Your promises of healing and prosperity, as written in 3 John 1:2 (WEB), 'Beloved, I pray that you may prosper in all things and be healthy, even as your soul prospers.' We refuse any sickness or poverty to take hold of Edmark's life, and we ask for Your divine intervention.
Finally, Father, we pray that Edmark may continue to grow in their relationship with You, seeking Your will and guidance in all aspects of their life. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We encourage you, Edmark, to stay strong in your faith, trusting that God is your protector and provider. Continue to seek Him and His will for your life, and remember that our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places (Ephesians 6:12, WEB). Stand firm, and may the peace of God be with you.