Uskuse
Beloved of All
Father I've had tears falling today, I can not imagine going on living in this world with out Joseph! You promise so much to us were told there is nothing to great for you to do! If we ask we shall receive , if we believe it is given. Why if there are miracles then why has my son not received one. Why give us someone to love and cherish to make life a joy. Then rip them from us with sickness and death! You tell us to believe , yet there's no voice from the clouds that speak to us, But we were told you did, why not enlighten us all give us a sign! All I ever asked of you Lord was someone to love! When I was young you gave me a big brother to watch over me. He was my friend,my dad, my brother, my hero , the light with in my eyes. With him by my side I made it through the hard life I was handed.. But at 17 he was killed and taken away from me! If there was a Angel that walked this earth it was he. You broke my heart in so many pieces I felt dead in side I wanted to die to be with him. But no that's against your rules. I could find no way out of the black whole you threw me in. Nothing made the pain less! So I drank to feel nothing! But it only took more and more get that feeling. You placed people in and out of my life sometimes they helped. The pain is still here in my heart for him I miss him more than words can say! I found love for awhile a child was given me, three whole days and she was killed too! I forged a wall around me then nothing was aloud in. Years went by the drink was my friend again. You placed a strong man in my life I was whole but for my wedding night in the hospital where I was to die, But I could hear him begging you tell you he loved me so much he would die with out me! You bought me back it took years to over come the illness. I You blessed us with a child . My heart was full, it took years and to many doctors before you blessed us again. But there would not be any more ! A Year later in surgery we can't do this she with child! This can't be true. But how! she can't have children any more! 10 months of sickness and infections. Surely she will loose the child , But God brought forth a boy born to a woman who was barren! My body never fully recovered but my children gave me strength to push on. Now I am old I should be able to in joy the fruits of life! Jehovah please with the last breath of your son Jesus Christ breathe life back in to Joseph give him a total complete healing! Please Lord you know I can take no more ! Make him well , big muscle and all! Amen Bless the Lord praise you Father Bless Israel Bless Jesus