seekingmercy
Faithful Servant
Father I now realize all my suffering in the last two years was caused by my prejudices, selfishness and Pride. I now realize that you had given me so many signs but in my arrogance I didn't notice them. I realize them now, and I ask you to forgive me. I do not want lose myself in feelings of guilt n worthlessness, not do I want to feel like a victim and feel self-pity. My part in my suffering, I always acknowledged, but yesterday I realized it goes to even before that. I could have had a perfect and happy life, Instead I chose a direction which cause me nothing but pain and I continued to hold on to that path. Thanks for getting me out of that, and giving me eigth months to realize and acknowledge all this. I ask your forgiveness. I have been feeling pretty positive because you have never gave me cause to think otherwise, except that my mind generated scenarios. Thank you for everything, and thank you for all that you will do for me soon.