Anonymous
Beloved of All
Father I ask you, I could have had everything I wanted before Lord, but I blew it. I blamed drugs, I blamed people and I even blamed you Lord. The man in the mirror was the problem. Christine seemed the one Lord, I prayed and asked if I should still try, you first sent me signs of yes, or at least I believed that sign was from you. Then everything went flat. Lord If there is any hope of my dreams still coming true send me the signs.
Lord I still struggle with my self esteem, I feel others judgement. Lord I ask you help me with Lisa. I can't get past this, she is an incredible talent in her field and I want that experience in my practice but it is uncomfortable. You know the reason Lord. Please Lord give me a way or a sign. I do not want to give up but I feel it's my only option. You placed the fire inside and the desire to teach, I doubt you did that just to take it away Lord. A phone call, a chance meeting, a private honest talk might fix it? Let them see I belong Lord and that I have changed. If I cannot return Lord I ask you help them to flourish. They are good people doing good work Lord. In Jesus name I pray
Lord I still struggle with my self esteem, I feel others judgement. Lord I ask you help me with Lisa. I can't get past this, she is an incredible talent in her field and I want that experience in my practice but it is uncomfortable. You know the reason Lord. Please Lord give me a way or a sign. I do not want to give up but I feel it's my only option. You placed the fire inside and the desire to teach, I doubt you did that just to take it away Lord. A phone call, a chance meeting, a private honest talk might fix it? Let them see I belong Lord and that I have changed. If I cannot return Lord I ask you help them to flourish. They are good people doing good work Lord. In Jesus name I pray