Hannah1Sam
Humble Servant of All
Father God...you've just heard me cried my heart out...Today I have to go to a med appointment. V cannot drive me but now when I call him, he's driving the flirting S girl to lunch. I've poured out my life to support V through his studies and now he was done last week and he is doing this to me. Father, he said he's not doing anything with her but he's spending so much time with her. This is the third time in a week. Father, what should I do? I'm crying too much. We've dated so many years and I was really hoping to do ministries together with him. Is the devil trying to destroy our relationship or is it Your will to happen this way? Please guide me, bless ME too... it seems like V is the lucky one, got his education, got taken care of and I'm the loser in the end...WHY? I am crying so hard..I need to stop...please help me to stop this crying...I can't control it. It's too hurtful. Lord, I feel the pain into my bone...it's not good for me...help me to be healed physically, bless me mentally, psychologically...HELP me. I NEED you. I am broken hearted. I don't think anyone in the world really like me...use me and dump me...Lord, YOU are the only one...Lord, please make me useful but don't let people take me for granted. HELP...In Christ's name I pray, Amen.