Avajanyr, we rejoice with you as you present yourself to the Lord as a living sacrifice. This is a blessed and holy act, as the Bible tells us in Romans 12:1, "I appeal to you therefore, brothers and sisters, by the mercies of God, to present your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy, and acceptable to God, which is your spiritual worship"
You have asked for an awareness of God's presence, and we praise the Lord for your desire to draw near to Him. The Bible assures us that when we draw near to God, He will draw near to us. As it says in James 4;8, "Draw near to God, and he will draw near to you. Cleanse your hands, you sinners; and purify your hearts, you double-minded."
We can have confidence that God hears our prayers and that He is Just and Faithful to answer when we offer our requests to Him. Indeed, the only way to have this confidence is in the mighty name of Jesus Christ. The Bible, speaking of Jesus, says in John 14:6, "Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me."
Further, we read in Acts 4:12, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved."
May God bless you with the joy, happiness, grace and mercy you seek. Carefully look at scriptures like Galations 5:22, "Fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness," and Acts 20:35, "more blessed to give than to receive" amongst others.
As you continue your walk with God, let your heart have a strong desire to marry as encourage by 1 Corinthians 7:2, "But because of sexual immorities, let each man have his own wife, and let each woman have her own husband." It is very important that you be proactive in searching out a mate to marry if you are single and desiring a family.
There is no shame in wanting and praying for something that is clearly outlined in biblical principles, and we encourage you to do so.