Hannah1Sam
Humble Servant of All
Lord Jesus, V came see me after spending 6 hours with the flirting S girl. I have always included V in all my activities since we started dating. Last night, he told me he didn't want me to go as he wanted to be 'free' but according to him they were not doing anything but just playing games and eating dinner out but it's hard for me to believe him. I think he continues to come tell me he loves me because he needs to use me...me to pay for his expenses or cook him dinners when he doesn't have one from flirting S. God, thank you that you've kept me away from being 'involved' and allowed me to see the real V. If he really loves me, he would not have spent so much time with another girl. If he really loves me, he would never have left me stranded last night without a ride even I've asked him to pick me up. I've always been there for him, paid whenever he couldn't... He said to me, "I'm not going to wait for you..." I think his heart is for flirting S...he wants to be with there...he really didn't care about me. He loves me when it is convenient. There is no sacrifice and that is one of the main ingredients for true love as Christ sacrificed for me. I cried so hard... Thanks Father for finding me a ride last night. Father, why? Father, I need to stop crying but cry out to you because I really lack nothing because I have YOU as my God!!! Father, In my mind, I've decided to end my relationship with V until he loves Jesus but I will always love V for Christ!!!
Father, today I will be at a doc appointment and I'm so blessed to get one. Please help me ask, think, speak the right questions. Please bless all the doc seeing me with wisdom from YOU. Please help me to heal. I really need to be healed Lord. I cannot rely or depend on V. Please help V to get to know you and become a true Christian. Father, please help me be healed without having to have any complicated treatments. Father, please help me have a blessed day. Please heal Su...she's coughing too much and help her to find a job. Please speak to W, D to come to know you. Please send to Holy Spirit to lead, watch, guide me the entire day...I will have lots of things to do and I need YOUR help Father. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.
Father, today I will be at a doc appointment and I'm so blessed to get one. Please help me ask, think, speak the right questions. Please bless all the doc seeing me with wisdom from YOU. Please help me to heal. I really need to be healed Lord. I cannot rely or depend on V. Please help V to get to know you and become a true Christian. Father, please help me be healed without having to have any complicated treatments. Father, please help me have a blessed day. Please heal Su...she's coughing too much and help her to find a job. Please speak to W, D to come to know you. Please send to Holy Spirit to lead, watch, guide me the entire day...I will have lots of things to do and I need YOUR help Father. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.