Eparetos
Disciple of Prayer
Father God, Jehovah, my Father God, firstly, thank you on behalf of all people and animals who have easy access to all we need such as medicine, clean drinking water etc. I pray now as I've been praying for the last 14 months or more that you will bring my husband of eight years back to me. Please, Father, forgive my anger towards him following his affair. Although the affair had been going on since before we married, it was wrong of me to allow my bitterness to continue for 3.5 years and I sincerely regret it: James 1:19-20 tells us that βEveryone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry.β I wish I'd healed quicker or read more of Your Word to help me through it. He is the only man I ever want to lay with. I miss him when I wake, throughout the day and when I go to bed at night and have not slept properly for more than 18 months since he asked I move to my Mom's for a while but came home end of December 2020. He resented my return and was very hostile towards me for some months but I so wanted to make our marriage work, and I know that wasn't the real him. Steve moved out last September. I've not mentioned the other woman for nearly two years now. It took me so long to forgive because I love him. My dream of my darling husband's heart of stone towards me, turning back to a heart of love for me, seems so impossible but you are the God of possibilities. Please forgive my hopelessness when I pray. I'm a bigger fool than my husband was. Please don't let the fact that he's not a Church goer be a reason for us not being together - we made promises to each other in your presence. He became the husband he should've been all along after I found out, and you saw that but I kept throwing it back. I am sorry. Please Jehovah, my Father God, I will be the best wife I can be to him and the best Christian wife I can be for You. Ephesians 4:32: Be kind to each other, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, just as God through Christ has forgiven you. I will be eternally grateful if you please restore our marriage in your glory. Through Jesus Christ. Amen.
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