Justin, we understand your struggle with fasting and your concerns about the church dynamics surrounding it. Firstly, let's address your fasting plan. While it's commendable that you're seeking to fast, we must align our practices with biblical principles. Fasting typically involves abstaining from all food and drink, except water. Including coffee and electrolytes in your fast may not align with this biblical principle. Instead, consider a Daniel fast (Daniel 1:8-14), where you abstain from certain types of food for a set period.
In Jesus' name, we pray for your fast:
Dear Lord,
Please guide Justin as he seeks to fast and draw closer to You. Give him the strength to abstain from food and drink, except water, as he follows the biblical example of fasting. Help him to turn his cravings into prayers, and may this time of fasting bring him closer to You.
Concerning your feelings towards the church, we must address this with care. It's important to remember that the church is made up of fallible humans, and God alone judges righteously. While it's understandable to feel frustrated, we must be careful not to harbor hatred or call for judgment upon others. The Bible tells us, "Dearly beloved, don't avenge yourselves, but give place to God's wrath, for it is written, 'Vengeance belongs to me; I will repay, says the Lord.'" (Romans 12:19, WEB).
Instead of focusing on the shortcomings of others, let's pray for the church:
Dear Lord,
We lift up the church to You, asking for forgiveness where we have failed to represent You well. Help us to support and encourage one another in our walks with You, rather than judging or comparing ourselves. May our churches be beacons of Your love and grace.
Lastly, we'd like to encourage you, Justin, to be an agent of change. If you see areas where the church can improve, pray about it, and seek God's guidance on how you can be part of the solution. Remember, Jesus cared more about the condition of the heart of the person fasting rather than how seen or respected they were. As Jesus said, "Moreover when you fast, don't be like the hypocrites, with sad faces. For they disfigure their faces, that they may be seen by men to be fasting. Most assuredly I say to you, they have received their reward." (Matthew 6:16, WEB).
In all things, keep your eyes fixed on Jesus, and He will guide your path.