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Banned
Good Morning My Dear Jesus, My Friends and fellow Prayer Warriors, it is a great morning to thank God for everything he does for me and for you. I had a good night sleep protected by angels armed with swords, my children and wife were also under the protection of the same angels so there was peace and quiet all night. I was contacted by a man named Bill, he sent me an email, I do not know him nor had heard of him until yesterday, he pointed me to the Holy Scriptures, he asked me to read in the Book of Luke about Peter and the two boats full of fish, and this brought a smile to my face. My Lord thank you for your mercy and love for me and all those who come to you for help. Dear jesus I understand that what you want is for us to believe in what you say, to believe without having to see.
I have seen My Lord, you have shown me, many years ago when I was living in darkness, when your Holy Name meant nothing to me,I stood before you in desperation with my son Fernando, he was five years old then I begged you to heal his lungs, his body, his asthma attacks were something horrible to see. I stood before you and with the pain and suffering of a father who is helpless who has nowhere to go any more I begged you to heal him. Dear Jesus, all you did was look down at me and it was done, my son was completely healed. A little boy who had never tasted ice cream or birthday cake was able to taste for the first time in his life, because it was Your will, a banana split. He is now twenty three Lord and I thank you for this.
But we are obcessive, forgetting animals, soon after this miracle happened and touched my life and the life of all those around us I again turned my back on you and continued on living in the darkness. I thanked you like you thank the electrician who comes to fix something at home. I did not see the enormity of what you had done, I see it today when I look at my handsome boy and I remember his room back them full of medicines and breathing equipment. That was a message from you, You were calling me to duty, I ignored you.
After this I was involved for many years in drugs, alcohol, women, there are many things I did during those years that I cannot confess or repent about because I do not remember them. Complete days and nights which are simple blanks in my mind, I know in my heart that something dark and sinister or crtazy happened during those times but they are beyond my memories. It was a time of sin and darkness in my life where Satan was king and I even tried to speak with him in person several times following old , ancient rituals. Yes, My Lord, You know very well what happened and why it happened, I don't and I wish You would help me find out.I quit drugs and quit drinking and straighten my way, I was very proud because I had done it on my own, rehab had not worked, hospitals had not worked I did it alone. ow I know My Beautiful Jesus, it was You who did it, it was You who wanted to save me, it was You who had a mission for me in this life.
Later on I came into the light and started going to church, I got to know you but it was not in my heart, it was something that was fashionable, in. Everybody was doing it so I jumped into the prayer group scene and participated, got involved and enjoyed it. You came close to me Lord, Yiou came your way to allow me to know You better, but it was only a fad on my side and it rapidly disapeared.Soon I was back to my usual self, out of crime and sin but still under a sort of shadow.
The years have gone and I have lost a lot of time, precious time during which I could have had a happy, prosperous life with You Lord. Today I realize this , I will not cry for the time is lost and nothing will bring it back, I will cry for the pain and sorrow I caused You and many others. This is my burden to carry, my cross, You did not give it to me, I took it myself by staying away from You.AAll You want is for me to be happy and for me to forget myself for these sins because You have already forgiven me. Dear Jesus I beg you for strength, I beg you for clarity, for illumination so I can understand what it is You need from me, what it is You want from me. I thank You Jesus for the strength You have given me, for the love and faith which grows a little in my heart every day.
My mLord this is DAT TWO of the Fast I promised You, ou know what my problems are, they are all at Your feet for You to solve whenever You are ready. I beg you Lord for all those who suffer around the world, for the lonely people, they do not know You, for the hungry, for the sick for those desperate with many problems, Dear Jesus You know what my situation is and how desperate I am, but I beg Youy, if there is someone in greater need than I am, I beg You extend your hands to them first, Dear Jesus I know now in my heart andf in my mind, that YOu are with me, that Your angels protect my home and family, that You My Lord stand besides me day and night. Thank you Jesus it is noon of day two and I stand strong and happy, in constant prayer waiting for You. Thank you friends for your support, thank you Jesus for Yoiur mercy and love. Thank you Jesus in You I trust.
I have seen My Lord, you have shown me, many years ago when I was living in darkness, when your Holy Name meant nothing to me,I stood before you in desperation with my son Fernando, he was five years old then I begged you to heal his lungs, his body, his asthma attacks were something horrible to see. I stood before you and with the pain and suffering of a father who is helpless who has nowhere to go any more I begged you to heal him. Dear Jesus, all you did was look down at me and it was done, my son was completely healed. A little boy who had never tasted ice cream or birthday cake was able to taste for the first time in his life, because it was Your will, a banana split. He is now twenty three Lord and I thank you for this.
But we are obcessive, forgetting animals, soon after this miracle happened and touched my life and the life of all those around us I again turned my back on you and continued on living in the darkness. I thanked you like you thank the electrician who comes to fix something at home. I did not see the enormity of what you had done, I see it today when I look at my handsome boy and I remember his room back them full of medicines and breathing equipment. That was a message from you, You were calling me to duty, I ignored you.
After this I was involved for many years in drugs, alcohol, women, there are many things I did during those years that I cannot confess or repent about because I do not remember them. Complete days and nights which are simple blanks in my mind, I know in my heart that something dark and sinister or crtazy happened during those times but they are beyond my memories. It was a time of sin and darkness in my life where Satan was king and I even tried to speak with him in person several times following old , ancient rituals. Yes, My Lord, You know very well what happened and why it happened, I don't and I wish You would help me find out.I quit drugs and quit drinking and straighten my way, I was very proud because I had done it on my own, rehab had not worked, hospitals had not worked I did it alone. ow I know My Beautiful Jesus, it was You who did it, it was You who wanted to save me, it was You who had a mission for me in this life.
Later on I came into the light and started going to church, I got to know you but it was not in my heart, it was something that was fashionable, in. Everybody was doing it so I jumped into the prayer group scene and participated, got involved and enjoyed it. You came close to me Lord, Yiou came your way to allow me to know You better, but it was only a fad on my side and it rapidly disapeared.Soon I was back to my usual self, out of crime and sin but still under a sort of shadow.
The years have gone and I have lost a lot of time, precious time during which I could have had a happy, prosperous life with You Lord. Today I realize this , I will not cry for the time is lost and nothing will bring it back, I will cry for the pain and sorrow I caused You and many others. This is my burden to carry, my cross, You did not give it to me, I took it myself by staying away from You.AAll You want is for me to be happy and for me to forget myself for these sins because You have already forgiven me. Dear Jesus I beg you for strength, I beg you for clarity, for illumination so I can understand what it is You need from me, what it is You want from me. I thank You Jesus for the strength You have given me, for the love and faith which grows a little in my heart every day.
My mLord this is DAT TWO of the Fast I promised You, ou know what my problems are, they are all at Your feet for You to solve whenever You are ready. I beg you Lord for all those who suffer around the world, for the lonely people, they do not know You, for the hungry, for the sick for those desperate with many problems, Dear Jesus You know what my situation is and how desperate I am, but I beg Youy, if there is someone in greater need than I am, I beg You extend your hands to them first, Dear Jesus I know now in my heart andf in my mind, that YOu are with me, that Your angels protect my home and family, that You My Lord stand besides me day and night. Thank you Jesus it is noon of day two and I stand strong and happy, in constant prayer waiting for You. Thank you friends for your support, thank you Jesus for Yoiur mercy and love. Thank you Jesus in You I trust.