Hi friend, (when) times get rough you turn to God - you hear me?
I want you to pray with me right now that you have confidence in yourself to become anew to a new level of livinghood.
God alone you need, God doesn't need you at all, you need God, God is like a fountain of joyous water a source to you that when you need to fulfull your mouth it's right where it should be for you surrounded by fresh spring of garden herbs and flowers so mezmerizing to the infinite caress. So rest in God therefore and be hooked on him and he is meant to be your own - your own convenience and you can not settle for something generic to that at all.
I want you to write on notepad the dealing that made you be interested in your wife all the way to the present stage you are with her as of now, the plots that mounted on to one another how the most important stages of your life with her came to be and this way you have a birds eye view of what went wrong in the moment's notice so that you may win the favor of conviction experience for yourself.
Eventually forgiveness is the fruit that will set you free, eventually, no more bounded by that correspondence of heart from notions that create unfamiliar pose.
I pray the the good of this may come and that you may be the conquerer about this you wish to be and that you may not delay prosperity to this or all things relating to this at ever, Amen amen, sweet amen.