Miranda T
Faithful Servant
Pray that God will renew my inner man from inside out that I will no longer be hindered and trapped emotionally, financially, and physically with disease due to a long time period of emotional and physical abuses from my bloodline mother, even a sister who claimed to be a Christian but seldom replies to my messages, phone calls, doesn't want to see me most of the time. She rejected all my gifts, she is with a non-Christian man who doesn't believe in Jesus, she doesn't take care of my dad's health, just claimed to be a Christian but created so much hurt in my life and makes me always have nightmares for years, she shows no passion for reconciliation, etc....endless words to be able to describe this so now I decide to shift my focus to something God delights in instead of forcing my family members to accept me, this is to protect myself....I think God will ultimately bring all final judgment for what we have done in our current life at the cost of our eternity.
I want to pass over all these past hurts and exercise forgiveness, enjoy my life every day instead of digging and being ruined by this nasty betrayal, terrible, ugly inferior feeling on myself...pray for my heart and my spirit to be a new human being and pass by the past...let's go of all these...not even put any expectations on any changes but totally shift my focus to the right things to make good use of my time and mental/physical strength...save my life, health, and soul first...before I can be a good testimony of the resurrection power of Jesus Christ, may God help. In Jesus' name. Amen!
I want to pass over all these past hurts and exercise forgiveness, enjoy my life every day instead of digging and being ruined by this nasty betrayal, terrible, ugly inferior feeling on myself...pray for my heart and my spirit to be a new human being and pass by the past...let's go of all these...not even put any expectations on any changes but totally shift my focus to the right things to make good use of my time and mental/physical strength...save my life, health, and soul first...before I can be a good testimony of the resurrection power of Jesus Christ, may God help. In Jesus' name. Amen!