Miranda T
Faithful Servant
Pray that God will renew my inner man from inside out that I will no longer being hindered and trapped emotionally, financially and physically with disease due to a long time period of emotional n physical abuses from my bloodline mother, even a sister who claimed to be a Christian but seldom reply my messages, phone calls, doesn't wanna see me most of the time. She rejected all my gifts, she is with a non Christian man who doesn't believe in Jesus, she doesn't take care of my dad health, just claimed to be a Christian but created so much hurts in my life and make me always have nightmares for years, she shows no passion for reconciliation etc....endless words to be able to describe this so now I decide to shift my focus to sth God delights instead of forcing my family members can accept me, this is to protect myself....I think God will ultimately to bring all final judgement for what we have done in our current life in cost of our eternity.
I want to pass over all these past hurts and exercise forgiveness enjoy my life everyday instead of digging and being ruined by this nasty betrayal terrible ugly inferior feeling on myself...pray for my heart and my spirit to be a new human being and pasd by the past...let's go of all these...not even put any expectations on any changes but totally shift my focus to right things to make good use of my time and mental/physical strength...save my life, health n soul first...before I can be a good testimony of the ressuraction power of Jesus Christ, may God help. In Jesus' name. Amen!
I want to pass over all these past hurts and exercise forgiveness enjoy my life everyday instead of digging and being ruined by this nasty betrayal terrible ugly inferior feeling on myself...pray for my heart and my spirit to be a new human being and pasd by the past...let's go of all these...not even put any expectations on any changes but totally shift my focus to right things to make good use of my time and mental/physical strength...save my life, health n soul first...before I can be a good testimony of the ressuraction power of Jesus Christ, may God help. In Jesus' name. Amen!