Akarpelos
Disciple of Prayer
Please pray for me, it's been a very difficult few months.
My ex and I have reconnected, and I don't know if this is just a way for me to get closure or if there is still a chance for us to pursue a better relationship.
But more than anything, I'm praying that my ex encounters God. My ex knows God, but doesn't want to rely or depend on Him. And I understand.
I am also in a state where my faith in Christ is dwindling. I don't know how to trust God. I can't seem to trust Him at all. I can't help but get frustrated and angry at my situation, where nothing is making sense- and is in fact, falling apart. I am so confused, and there is this unending ache in my heart that causes me to hyperventilate and just cry out of nowhere. The anxiety and depression in me has risen too much, there are days where I'm just staring at the ceiling ready to end it all.
As for my ex, he's also going through such turmoil that I wish I could help him, but I know only Christ can. I know that Jesus will heal both of us, but the question isn't if God can, but when. And if God will even.
I'm praying for restoration and reconciliation between my ex and I. Especially to have a relationship where God is in the center. I'm praying that my ex and I heal from whatever is causing us so much pain.
My ex and I have reconnected, and I don't know if this is just a way for me to get closure or if there is still a chance for us to pursue a better relationship.
But more than anything, I'm praying that my ex encounters God. My ex knows God, but doesn't want to rely or depend on Him. And I understand.
I am also in a state where my faith in Christ is dwindling. I don't know how to trust God. I can't seem to trust Him at all. I can't help but get frustrated and angry at my situation, where nothing is making sense- and is in fact, falling apart. I am so confused, and there is this unending ache in my heart that causes me to hyperventilate and just cry out of nowhere. The anxiety and depression in me has risen too much, there are days where I'm just staring at the ceiling ready to end it all.
As for my ex, he's also going through such turmoil that I wish I could help him, but I know only Christ can. I know that Jesus will heal both of us, but the question isn't if God can, but when. And if God will even.
I'm praying for restoration and reconciliation between my ex and I. Especially to have a relationship where God is in the center. I'm praying that my ex and I heal from whatever is causing us so much pain.