Faith is shaken. Losing hope.. wanting to give up

[innominata]

I dont know how much more I can go like this. No answers from doctors. Not a friend in the world. I am on small, fixed income and I cant even take care of my monthly expenses. I have chronic pain and still cant swallow food (none at all, only liquids) Try to imagine that for 2.5 years. I risk losing everything. When I had a good paying job and my professional career was going good I had all sorts of 'friends'. I have been praying for miracles of healing,  financial blessings and a good wife. I am so depressed and very lonely. I know this is an attack of the enemy.

Nobody can give me a good answer why God hasn't answered my prayers. Not even pastors. So please dont try and please dont lecture me. My faith is shaken. Nothing is good in my life. I really want to give up or have god take me in my sleep. I lost all three of my dogs in about 16 months and I miss them terribly. I have living alone. I dont get around very well and I was deeply hurt and lied to by 3 pastors at a church I was attending. So I have no desire to go back for more of that. Wish I knew why god hates me or wont help me with all of this. I have been trusting and believing. Now my faith is shaken to the core. Not sure what I think or believe right now.

Pray for miracles if you want to. I really need complete healing of several things in my body, I desperately need $15,000 to take care of my old truck and make it run again, and for home upgrades/repairs. . I dont have the means. I want a few good friends and I want a wife in the worst way. I have prayed for some of these things for 20 years!

 

[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus' name always answer your prayer request according to His perfect will and timing. 

Prayer Focus:  [SIZE=16pt]God I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything that You want me to have.  Bless me to prosper, be in excellent health, and cause my soul to prosper in the Word of God.  Bless me with an overwhelming desire to grow in the knowledge of You my God, and in the knowledge of my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.[/SIZE]  [SIZE=16pt]And as I grow in my knowledge of You let grace and peace be magnified within me.[/SIZE]  [SIZE=16pt]Bless me with the greatest love and desire to live my life to please You and strengthen me with the power to do so.   Bless me to live my life in a manner worthy of the Lord [/SIZE][SIZE=21.3333px]while[/SIZE][SIZE=16pt] all the time fulfilling my God purpose.  Protect and keep me safe from all hurt, harm, danger, and the enemies of my soul. Confound my enemies, cover them with reproach, dishonor, cause them to turn back, and consumed them who come to steal, kill, [/SIZE][SIZE=21.3333px]destroy[/SIZE][SIZE=16pt], or seek my hurt.  God bless me exceeding abundantly above all that I have ever asked, prayed, thought, dreamed, or wanted.  And God from the depths of my heart may I praise and honor You above all things.[/SIZE]  [SIZE=16pt]God all that I have asked of You in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of this prayer, all those I love, and care about.   Amen, so be it, and it is so.  [/SIZE]

[SIZE=16pt]Be Blessed In Jesus’ Name![/SIZE]
Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A. B.S., BCPCLC

 

[Prayer boy]

Jesus is your friend I pray that he reach out and answer your prayers in Jesus name I pray amen

 

[Jaynes1234]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen

 

[Swiss Hart]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Saraha]

Heavenly Father hear our prayers. In Jesus Name I Pray Amen

 

[hostadmin]

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