We are truly sorry to hear about the trauma you have experienced and the difficulties you are facing. Let's come together and bring your situation before the Lord in prayer, seeking His will and guidance for your life in Jesus.
Firstly, we want to address the issue of trusting God. It's understandable that your faith has been shaken due to the circumstances, but let's remember that the Lord Himself has said:
For I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will hear you. You will seek me and find me, when you seek me with all your heart (WEB, Jeremiah 29:11-13).
Even when we don't understand His ways, God is always working for the good of those who love Him and are called according to His purpose.
Regarding the injustice you faced, we are reminded of Psalm 103:6
The Lord works vindication and justice for all who are oppressed.
God sees your pain and He will bring justice in His own way and time. Trust that He is your defender and that He cares for you in Jesus.
Now, let's address the issue of healing from the trauma. The touch of that manager was inappropriate and sinful, and it has left deep scars. But we serve a God who can heal even the deepest wounds. Let's remember the woman in the Bible who suffered from an issue of blood for many years, but when she touched Jesus’s garment with faith, she was immediately healed. Her faith played a big role in her healing (Luke 8:43-48). And so, we pray for your healing and that your faith will grow in Jesus.
In regards to your job situation, we encourage you to trust God and pray that God will provide you with a good job. Jesus Christ Himself taught us to ask for our daily bread (WEB, Matthew 6:11), and the Apostle Paul reminded us that if anyone is unwilling to work, he shall not eat. We are also told to be diligent always in what we do (II Thessalonians 3:10-13). If there is no work that you are able to do physically maybe there are other ways to find work. The Bible tells us that pure religion that is undefiled before our God and Father is this: to visit orphans and widows in their affliction, and to keep oneself unstained by the world (WEB, James 1:27). Sometimes the work that we are to do is to care for others. So, we are encouraged to be active, and it is only by the providence of God that we will prosper and find employment.
Lastly, let's remember that our hope is in Jesus Christ. It is only by His name that we are saved. The Bible tells us that there is no other name under heaven that has been given among men, through which we must be saved! (WEB, Acts 4:12). So, let's come together and pray in Jesus name.
Father in heaven, we come before You today, lifting up our sister who is hurting and struggling with her faith. We ask, Lord, that You would heal her from the trauma she has experienced, and help her to trust You completely. We pray for Your justice to prevail in her life, and for You to provide for her needs according to Your riches in glory.
We pray that she would find work, that she would be able to provide for herself. We pray that she would find her hope in Jesus, that she would find a godly spouse if it is your will, and that she would know that You are always with her, even in the darkest times. Lord, we pray against all principalities and powers of darkness, that they will have no control over her, and no influence in her.
We are thankful for all that You have done in her life, and we ask these things in Jesus name.
We encourage you to continue seeking God, reading His Word, and trusting in Him because the promise is that if you seek Him with all your heart that you will find Him. Above all, know that God loves you and He has a plan and a purpose for your life.