Harsenian
Disciple of Prayer
Given that over the past few weeks I have been shown the power of prayer has been nothing more than the power of false hope for my situation I can truly say that I no longer have any faith, hope or belief that God will ever, EVER help me and will keep my suffering going for all eternity for whatever reason. For those of you He helps I am glad for you but I am done with the lies that God loves me.