Anonymous
Beloved of All
Operated and copied someone else's method of deliverance - I felt that the weight was too much and broke under the pressure - and my defense broke down, - their spirits came into me instead. I have felt that because no one protected me, I might as well let them harm me, at the same time, there was someone I was talking to who was harsh toward me and I felt like I was being constantly bashed by this person's harshness and caved into the pressure from all sides - since no one was for me, I allowed the harmful thoughts of that person who I thought was praying but who was demonic and on narcotics - who had words of "knowledge" but was all demonic after he started to say sexually perverse things and was harassing sexually on a prayer line with many others who did not say or do a thing to intervene - presumably because they thought I was able to handle it. I was trying my best to pray against it but I felt damaged by the fact that no one helped. All these coupled together and I felt that after a while I let the self pity happen since no one on the prayer line was up for it nor cared either, and harshness from that person I was talking to (who was having influence over me and after a while I realised was not all that this person made themself out to be - but never did once speak the name of Jesus) made me forget the good things of God and allow the spirits to torment me since nobody cared to intervene and help and the person I was talking to only kept looking at me disdainfully. I still see signs of the perversion that the person on the prayer line harassed me with. I will not say what it is but it is tormenting and I know I have allowed something to cause me harm. Please pray that the Lord will sever this tie and remove the demon from my home. Please pray for my memories too, and for mercy for my failures. Thank you.