Anonymous
Beloved of All
Every day and night I plead with God to make the rapes, murders, assaults, poisoning, bullying, and torture to stop. Demons continually get away with raping me, killing others, assaulting me, poisoning me, and torturing me—and even as I pray for it to stop, I get molested by a disgusting demon. God is silent through it all, saying nothing.
I recently pledged to give 10 million dollars to my church. That money would support the church, support missionaries who feed the hungry and help AIDS orphans, and support spreading the Gospel in general. But for me to make that donation (and I will have that amount of money soon) I wanted God to assuage the suffering I go through in certain ways: For example, I never want to get raped again by another demon. I also made more similar requests, all of it humane.
Guess what happened some time after I made this prodigious pledge (which is doable)? Satan, who has been attached to my body (and God refuses to get rid of him), assaulted me by shocking my brain. I think he is getting away with murder as well.
So let me get this straight: God would rather punish me to the maximum extent instead of receive 10 million dollars to a church that would help AIDS orphans and such? I am mortified.
I want an explanation for God’s cold, harsh treatment of me. Please pray to God and get him to tell me why he would do this! Whenever I pray and ask God to respond, he never does, so I have to get others to pray for me.
I recently pledged to give 10 million dollars to my church. That money would support the church, support missionaries who feed the hungry and help AIDS orphans, and support spreading the Gospel in general. But for me to make that donation (and I will have that amount of money soon) I wanted God to assuage the suffering I go through in certain ways: For example, I never want to get raped again by another demon. I also made more similar requests, all of it humane.
Guess what happened some time after I made this prodigious pledge (which is doable)? Satan, who has been attached to my body (and God refuses to get rid of him), assaulted me by shocking my brain. I think he is getting away with murder as well.
So let me get this straight: God would rather punish me to the maximum extent instead of receive 10 million dollars to a church that would help AIDS orphans and such? I am mortified.
I want an explanation for God’s cold, harsh treatment of me. Please pray to God and get him to tell me why he would do this! Whenever I pray and ask God to respond, he never does, so I have to get others to pray for me.