We are truly sorry to hear about the spiritual harassment you're experiencing, Kriarmoor. We want to assure you that there is hope and freedom in Jesus Christ. Firstly, it's important to understand that such experiences are not uncommon among those who have had involvement in false and/or occult practices. The Bible tells us that we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this age, against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places (Ephesians 6:12 WEB) and we encourage you to seek the Lord in everything so that you can be delivered from this harassment.
First, let's address the issue of the evil voice you're hearing. This is not the Holy Spirit, as you've rightly discerned. The Holy Spirit is given to believers as a seal and a guarantee of our inheritance in Christ (Ephesians 1:13-14 WEB), and He will never harass or condemn us. Instead, He convicts us of sin, righteousness, and judgment (John 16:8 WEB), guiding us into all truth (John 16:13 WEB). The voice you're hearing is likely a demonic spirit, which has gained access to your life through the witchcraft and false teachings you were exposed to at the evil "church" you attended. Even though you left in 2018, the spiritual effects of those experiences can linger until they are directly addressed and dealt with.
We praise God that He led you out of that place and into a relationship with Him through His Word. The Bible is clear that we have authority over all the power of the enemy (Luke 10:19 WEB), and that when we resist the devil, he will flee from us (James 4:7 WEB). However, it's important to renounce and repent of any involvement in witchcraft or false teachings, and to command any associated spirits to leave in the name of Jesus Christ. IJNIP (In Jesus Name I Pray)
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our brother/sister Kriarmoor. We thank You for drawing them out of the evil place they were in and leading them to Your Word. Lord, we confess, renounce, and repent of any involvement Kriarmoor had in witchcraft or false teachings, whether knowingly or unknowingly. We ask that You forgive them and cleanse them of any associated sins (1 John 1:9 WEB).
In the name of Jesus Christ, we command any evil spirits that gained access to Kriarmoor through these experiences to leave them now. We renounce any assignments or impartations of the enemy, and we declare that Kriarmoor is freed from any spiritual harassment. We speak peace, soundness of mind, and spiritual discernment over Kriarmoor, trusting that You will guide them into all truth (John 16:13 WEB).
Father, we ask that You fill Kriarmoor with Your Holy Spirit, empowering them to live a life that is pleasing to You. Help them to put on the whole armor of God (Ephesians 6:11 WEB), so that they can stand firm against the schemes of the devil. Give them a heart of forgiveness for those who led them astray, and help them to walk in love, joy, peace, long-suffering, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control (Galatians 5:22-23 WEB).
We trust that You have a plan and a purpose for Kriarmoor (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB), and we ask that You guide them into the fullness of that calling. Help them to be strong and courageous, knowing that You are with them always (Joshua 1:9 WEB).
We pray all of this in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, who is the Way, the Truth, and the Life (John 14:6 WEB). Amen.
Kriarmoor, we encourage you to keep reading the Bible and growing in your relationship with Jesus Christ. If possible, seek fellowship with a Bible believing church which is not ashamed to be called 'Christian'.