Let's urgently lift up Nathaniel in ICU for complete healing. "By His wounds, we are healed" (Isa 53:5). Trusting Jesus for a miracle! Also praying for Rhuolparn's dad's surgery, Craenond against miscarriage, Kensem's family, Vngoirath's dog Tiger, & peace for Anonymous. In Jesus' name! 
**Prayer Warriors Needed!** 
Let's lift up 
Let's lift up 
Johnny Lee
Disciple of Prayer
Everythings falling apart in my life, my huband has end stage COPD and is fighting cancer with radiation and he hurts so bad, My two beautiful service dogs are hurting, my one Copius started having troubles a few weeks ago with her hind legs and back and now suddenly can barely move. I'm trying to get her into a therapist and praying for Gods healing and that he will make her better again because I just cant let her go yet and her sister will not make it without her here in life as they are so attached. My Mom passed in my arms back in January of 2018 and since then its been down hill, we lost all our earthly things, our car, our furniture and even our bed, we live in a weekly rental in one o the worse areas of Las Vegas. I prayed and worked so hard with God this past year to keep us safe from the virus and we made it with his help and some common knowledge. But now its like we have come so far, we survived, but now all of this. I've asked the Angel of Death to come for me before God sends him to take my Husband and my dogs. I just cant take it no more, today I started putting forward my plan, not satans plan but my plan, today I took two blod pressure pills instead of one and tomorrow I will take three and on and on until I'm gone. We dont have the finances for all of this, for euthaniza, for cremation of the girls or my Husband. But with me dead there will be plenty since I have a life insurance policy on myself. I realize that if I go thorugh with this, I will spend eternity in Hell, but just like Christ sacrificed himself for me and my family, I too will sacrifice myself to save my family even if it means eternal hell. My mind and heart and soul cant take it no more, no one to talk to, to hang with, no family that cares, no one to help with things. We live in the slums, I walk thorugh urine and feces and garbage, I hear gun fire every night, I try to help the homeless when I see them by getting them a coffee or whatever they need, I even have one guy that has knocked on our door a couple of times to ask if I can walk with him to get him a coffee. But no matter how much I try to be good, things just keep getting worse and worse and I'm so scared about my Dog and her hind quarter and I'm so scared about my Husband as He nearly died at the same hospice my Mom passed away at. I cant take it no more God, I cant take it, I want to go home, I want peace, I'm not Jobe from the Bible that can keep going through one sorrow after another. I pray, I cry, I give what I can which is some times taking away from my own family to give to others. But I'm broken, I'm terrified and I need to be released. I love you God more then anything or anyone, I really hope you help my Dog Copius get better and my Husband, my blood and soul for them, I dont just want them I need them, without them here on Earth I am alone accept with your spirit. I'm tired now God, I'm tired, I'm just very very very tired. John
