Mughon
Prayer Warrior
Heavenly father I come to you broken into pieces. My ex fiance Zane came back into my life on June 11 2023. He called and convinced me he was sorry for all the cheating and lies in the past. I hadn't spoken to him in about 20yrs. I fell for everything he said. He was my first love. Now to find out it was a game to him. He was still involved in a previous relationship and lied telling me that wasn't true. Only to find it is still ongoing. He purposely brought me into this deceitful web for his own personal gain. He convinced my family and friends of the same now today I learned the truth. This pain and brokenness I feel right now feels worse than 20yrs ago. I can't stop crying. I need you father. I didn't deserve this and yet being a good person can have you feeling this terrible. Please I beg you to help me! I sincerely don't know anymore how to make it through this.
It seems every man I have ever known has done this to me. However they always tell me how wonderful and amazing I am, but they cheat and break my heart. I can't take the pain and hurt anymore. Sadly I feel suicidal right now. I don't want to hurt like this anymore. Please I beg of you to help me!
It seems every man I have ever known has done this to me. However they always tell me how wonderful and amazing I am, but they cheat and break my heart. I can't take the pain and hurt anymore. Sadly I feel suicidal right now. I don't want to hurt like this anymore. Please I beg of you to help me!