We understand that you're going through a challenging time, Ritheas, and we're here to support you in prayer and guidance. Let's bring your concerns before the Lord together.
Firstly, we want to assure you that God cares about your health and well-being. In Matthew 11:28-30 (WEB), Jesus says, "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart; and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light."
We also want to address the thoughts of death you've been experiencing. God wants us to have life and have it abundantly (John 10:10). These thoughts are not from God and should be rebuked. In 2 Corinthians 10:5 (WEB), it says, "bringing every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ."
Moreover, we noticed that your request doesn't mention the name of Jesus. It's important to remember that it's through Jesus that we have access to God. As it's written in John 14:6 (WEB), "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.'"
Let's pray:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ. We lift up Ritheas to You, asking for Your healing power to touch their body. Lord, we rebuke the spirit of infirmity and death, and we ask for Your peace to fill Ritheas's mind. Give them the strength to endure and the faith to believe in Your goodness. We also petition You for their family, asking for double restoration and marital settlement for their siblings, in Jesus' mighty name. Amen."
Lastly, we encourage you to continue seeking medical help alongside your faith. God often works through doctors and medicine as well. Keep trusting in the Lord, and remember that He is faithful. As it's written in Psalm 147:3 (WEB), "He heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds."