Ever since I got rejected by a man I wanted to have a future with, I have felt no joy. I wake up every day asking myself why. Nothing makes sense. God has been harsh with me in the last few months, my whole life seems to be an endless stream of bad news, rejections and heartbreak. I'm so desperate for something good to happen, something that would make me excited to be alive, something that would give me a sense of joy. I've never felt so depressed and so close to suicide. I'm doing my best to get out of it, but everything I try fails, and short-term improvements are soon destroyed by further negative developments. I want to live, but I don't want to live the kind of life that I'm living now. This can't be all. Why doesn't God allow me to live the joyful prosperous life He had apparently planned for me?
My dear sister in Christ,
Pls ask God forgiveness for even thinking about Him. Darling, our choices are not His plans. You go on your knees today and ask God to forgive you for all the mistakes you have done in your past and ask God to touch each soul and bless them. Then you ask God to forgive the people who have upset you in your past and ask God to bless you as well. To get our blessings from God v quickly, we have to listen, obey and give respect to Him. That means what ever the problems we faced, never under estimate our Holy Lord and think why He couldn't mend these problems.
Darling, it's v difficult for us to move out from the things that we love or like to do. You have to give yourself to God to show Him how much He cares about you. Just let God handle all your problems. Once you repent, give yourself to God and say, God here I am handing over myself, my spirit, soul, mind and body to you. You do what's best for me oh Lord! I'll not take it back from you. Then ask God to fill you with Holy Spirit. You need this inner healing darling. Pls pls pls for you to get prompt answers from God just do this and see. You'll be a v joyful soul in Him. Also once you finish doing this, lot of bad things about your past may bother you. Just say satan I ask you to leave from my mind and soul in the name of Jesus. He is the only one who shows and gives bad ideas about God. Never trust him.
Satan, I ask you to leave from this sister's mind, soul, body and her life right now in the name of Jesus. God you take care of her life and cover her with your precious blood and let her experience your unconditional love oh Lord! Jesus, you bring her out from all her problems she is facing right now and lead her into your victorious path my Father. God, you find her the correct partner and let her rejoice on you Lord. Wash away her negative thoughts about you and pour out your unconditional love and spirit of victory. Jesus, take her out from this satanic ideas of killing herself and depression. Give her joy, love, happiness and especially faith and trust in you oh Lord! Abba Father I thank you for giving her all what she needs according to your will and time. Thank you Jesus for answering this prayer and given her victory. May God bless you my dear and love you in the name of Jesus.
Pls do not forget to repent every single day as a habbit