Tethrolf
Disciple of Prayer
Even though I see little light but the darkness is enough to engulf my heart. I am afraid of losing my parents my partner his parents my loved ones over any illness or circumstances at times I m worried about my health. The fear of them leaving me or me leaving them is huge . Me and my partner are significantly trying to make changes in our career, he is failing to get a job and I want him to b at the pinnacle of success, he might have done wrongs but his repentance says it all. He is unable to get a job in even the silliest companies. I m unable to console him just saying trust the plan of God ..trust the process...he is losing confidence in himself and things are becoming really difficult even his marks didn't improve much so he will miss out on the important opportunities, I m scared of what future holds even I don't know about how I am gonna manage my career I am clueless I m afraid I will fail I won't b able to manage this course as I m finding it difficult ND it's too late to change paths , same with him . I really wish things to get figured out for him first. His despair is taking a toll on me as well . I can't see him losing and losing anymore. I m praying to God everyday for things to fall back into place for things to workout really well. This fear of falling apart in career for him and me is also grasping me. I pray things get better eventually and I trust God. I m scared about everyone's health , wellbeing and career. I really wish happiness for everyone ...health for everyone and success and wealth for everyone including us , me and my partner who find themselves in the middle of the ocean. I also thank God for keeping everyone healthy and safe including me and also for everything He has provided us with. God I trust u a lot I love u a lot I rely on u a lot . I apologize for any mistakes done by me or loved ones. I know You are listening and watching everything and we need your help and guidance.