Elizabeth F
Humble Servant of All
Oh my dear family in Christ I hate to keep bringing my problems to you but have no one else to confide in and don't want to keep burdening my sister as she is suffering herself.
I spoke with the Psychiatrist who treated me in the hospital far from my own home for the last time yesterday as my care has to be transferred to a local team but to be honest I have been told it isn't very good.
At first she suggested that I increase the dosage of my antibiotics depressant but then she said to try reducing it by half for a couple of weeks
I did that last night and didn't sleep well and now feeling even worse and so scared.
I am so lost and don't what to do or who to speak to. My GP isn't very good and isn't caring.
I am crying out to Jesus all the time for mercy and healing as can't go on living like this
I am worried about Margaret's health as well.
I really don't understand God's silence when I need Him so much? The bible says He is a "very present help in times of trouble".
I honestly don't know how to carry on. I have fought so hard for so long and honestly feel I have no fight left in me
I spoke with the Psychiatrist who treated me in the hospital far from my own home for the last time yesterday as my care has to be transferred to a local team but to be honest I have been told it isn't very good.
At first she suggested that I increase the dosage of my antibiotics depressant but then she said to try reducing it by half for a couple of weeks
I did that last night and didn't sleep well and now feeling even worse and so scared.
I am so lost and don't what to do or who to speak to. My GP isn't very good and isn't caring.
I am crying out to Jesus all the time for mercy and healing as can't go on living like this
I am worried about Margaret's health as well.
I really don't understand God's silence when I need Him so much? The bible says He is a "very present help in times of trouble".
I honestly don't know how to carry on. I have fought so hard for so long and honestly feel I have no fight left in me