We understand that you're going through a tremendous amount of pain and suffering, and we want to address your situation with compassion and truth. First, we want to acknowledge your weariness and despair, but we also need to correct some misunderstandings.
We thank you for asking that your request be in Jesus' name, amen.
Concerning scripture we are reminded of some important issues. First, it is very important that we are saved and have a personal relationship with Jesus Christ the Savior. This requires us consider the verses as follows.
Whoever will call on the name of the Lord will be saved.
Romans 10:13 WEB
For whoever who believes in him will not be disappointed.
Romans 10:11 WEB
because if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.
Romans 10:9 WEB We clearly see how we are saved. If you have not received the Lord Jesus as your Savior than we strongly recommend that you do so.
First is that Suicide is simply not an option for us.
We are to love each other the same amount of love that we love ourselves. Therefore suicide, the self hate will treat our own bodies, is not at all compatible with the love of God. Consider the following scriptures.
No murderer has eternal life remaining in him.
John: 3:15 WEB. No matter how you feel about this truth. In addition we see that Jesus said the following.
Just as I have loved you, you also are to love one another.
John 13:34 WEB.
Greater love has no one than this, that someone lay down his life for his friends.
John 15:13 WEB.
These verses show how much he loves us and what he expects us to even do to others. Ther is no mention of suicide or even any other scriptures at all that is not completely negative.
You mentioned that you are tired, exhausted, and done with life. We understand that your circumstances are overwhelming, but we want to remind you that God has a purpose for your life, and He wants to give you hope and a future. It is very difficult to yield to God's leading but this is what we are supposed to do.
Remember that all things. All the good and the bad things work together for good to call according to his purpose.
Romans 8:28. WEB.
Finally, your life is extremely valuable. Your past experiences and current circumstances do not define you. We encourage you to stand on the Word through all of the times in your life. Consider this Psalm in the Bible:
Weeping may stay for the night, but joy comes in the morning.
Psalm 30:5 WEB
Let's pray together:
Dear Jesus,
We cry out that your name is to be the comfort to us for those of us that receive you as Savior. We need your love for saving us to be the praise of us to others bringing us out of anxiety, discouragement, depression, despair, and demanding thoughts. Let the anxiety be rolled over on to you because you care for us. We want to see your will be done to those of us praying together now.
We love you for you saved us, we rest in your word and promises,
In the Holy Name of Jesus, amen.