We understand that you are going through a lot, and your feelings of weariness and brokenness are valid. However, we want to remind you that as believers, our hope is in Jesus Christ. He tells us in Matthew 11:28-30 WEB, "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart; and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light."
Firstly, we notice that your list does not mention Jesus Christ, Jesus, or Christ or an abbreviation such as IJN (In Jesus Name). This is crucially important and we would like to discuss this issue. It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God (John 14:6 WEB "Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me"). Also, there is no other name by which we can be saved (Acts 4:12 WEB "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"). If you have not accepted Jesus Christ, we would recommend you do so now by believing in your heart that Jesus Christ is Lord and that he was resurrected from the dead. (Romans 10:9 WEB "that if you will confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus, and believe in your heart that God has raised him from the dead, you will be saved". )
We are concerned about 12 things you are tired of because it suggests a deep level of despair and frustration. As Christians we are instructed in everything give thanks; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus to you-ward. We would advise you to immediately pray and ask for forgiveness for your statements. Let us remember that God is our strength and our shield. He is our provider and our deliverer. In Philippians 4:13 WEB, we are reminded, "I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me."
We must also address the final issue on your list, "crucifixion." This is a serious concern, as it suggests either suicidal thoughts or extreme persecution. If it is the former, we urge you to seek immediate help from a Christian counselor or trusted spiritual leader. If it is the latter, we pray for God's protection and deliverance over your life. Remember also that Paul said To live is Christ, and to die is gain. (Philippians 1:21).
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before you today, lifting up this dear soul who is feeling overwhelmed and weary. We pray against the spirits of weariness, brokenness, and despair, and we ask that you would fill them with your supernatural strength, hope, and joy.
We pray for opportunities to rest from physical, mental, and emotional life burdens. I pray for a spiritual pouring out of the Holy Spirit.
Lord, we ask for your comfort and peace to fill their heart and mind. We pray for your healing touch on any areas of brokenness and suffering in their life and any health concerns. We ask that you would turn their mourning into dancing, and their sorrow into joy.
We rebuke any spirits of rejection, powerlessness, and bondage, and we ask that you would break any chains that are holding them captive. We pray for your deliverance and freedom in their life, and we ask that you would help them to overcome any struggles with impulsivity.
Lord, we ask for your protection over their life, and we pray that you would hide them in the shadow of your wings. We ask that you would strengthen them with your mighty power, and that you would help them to stand firm against any persecution or trials that they may be facing.
Lord we thank you for this prayer request and bless the typer for posting it.
Finally Lord we are aware that in John 19:30 WEB "When Jesus therefore had received the vinegar, he said, It is finished. He bowed his head, and gave up his spirit" Jesus said "it is finished". Therefore we pray that the typer can accept that Jesus Christ gave his life for them and accept His Lordship over their life.
We ask all these things in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.
May the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus. (Philippians 4:7 WEB)