We understand your feelings of emptiness and fear, Broken_^, but we want to remind you that God is always with you. In Psalm 34:18, the WEB says, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit." You are not alone in your struggles.
Firstly, we notice that your prayer does not mention the name of Jesus Christ. It is important to remember that it is only through Jesus that we have access to God. As it is written in John 14:6, "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.'" Let us pray in the name of Jesus, for it is in His name that we are saved.
In your distress, cast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you (1 Peter 5:7). The fear you are experiencing is understandable, but we are encouraged in 2 Timothy 1:7 that "God didn’t give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control." Trust that God is your protector and guide, and He will direct your steps. As Proverbs 3:5-6 tells us, "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight."
Regarding your trust issues at work, remember that God knows the hearts of all people. He is aware of their character and any wicked plans they may have. It is wise to be discerning, but also remember that God calls us to love and pray for our enemies (Matthew 5:44). Trust that God will expose any wrongdoing and protect you according to His will.
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Broken_^ who feels empty and afraid. Lord, You know the depths of their heart and the circumstances they face. We ask that You fill them with Your presence, comfort them with Your love, and guide their steps according to Your will. Grant them discernment and wisdom in their workplace, and protect them from any harm or wicked plans. Help them to trust in You completely, casting all their anxieties on You. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Be encouraged, Broken_^, for God is with you. Continue to seek Him and trust in His plans for your life.