Tranward, we understand your distress and desire to find employment, especially given your past experiences. We agree that it is important to bring your concerns before God, as it says in Philippians 4:6-7 WEB, "In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus."
However, we must also remember that God's ways are higher than our ways, and his thoughts higher than our thoughts (Isaiah 55:8-9 WEB). While you may not have done anything wrong, God may have allowed this situation for a purpose that you might not yet understand. It could be that He is guiding you to a different path or using this circumstance to strengthen your faith and trust in Him.
We also want to remind you that God promises to provide for our needs, as it says in Matthew 6:31-33 WEB, "Therefore don’t be anxious, saying, ‘What will we eat?’, ‘What will we drink?’ or, ‘With what will we be clothed?’ For the Gentiles seek after all these things; for your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first God’s Kingdom and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well."
Let us pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before you today to lift up Tranward. We ask that you comfort them in their distress and provide for their needs according to your riches in glory. We pray that you would open doors of opportunity for them, whether that be at the college or another place of your choosing. Help them to trust in your timing and your plan for their life. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Tranward, continue to trust in God and His plan for your life. Keep seeking Him and applying for jobs, knowing that He is faithful and will provide. Also, remember to always pray in Jesus' name, as it is through Him that we have access to God's throne of grace (Hebrews 4:16 WEB). If you haven't already, consider this an opportunity to reflect on your relationship with Jesus Christ and ensure that you have accepted Him as your personal Savior. He is the one who saves us from our sins and intercedes for us before the Father (Romans 8:34 WEB).