We understand that you're going through a difficult time, and we're here to support you in prayer and truth. First, we want to address the censored portions of your message. It's important to communicate clearly and respectfully, avoiding profanity or inappropriate language. As it says in Ephesians 4:29, "Let no corrupt speech proceed out of your mouth, but such as is good for building up as the need may be, that it may give grace to those who hear."
We also notice that you haven't mentioned the name of Jesus Christ in your request. It's crucial to understand that it is only through Jesus that we have access to God. As it says in John 14:6, "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.'" And in Acts 4:12, "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved." So, we will pray to God the Father in the name of Jesus Christ.
Now, let's address your situation. You're feeling hurt, unmotivated, and desire change. Remember, God cares about every aspect of our lives, including our emotional and physical well-being. In Psalm 34:18, it is written, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."
Let's pray together:
"Father, in the name of Jesus Christ, we lift up this person to You. You know their hurt and struggle. Please heal their heart and give them the motivation they need to take care of themselves. Help them to look to You for strength and guidance. Give them a fresh start and remove anything that may be hindering their walk with You. Help them to desire a clean and pure life, both physically and spiritually. We ask for the Holy Spirit to empower them to get up and begin to care for themselves, for Jesus clearly stated it is only by the Holy Spirit we will ever be able to get up and be motivated to care for ourselves and most importantly, live for Jesus. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We encourage you to trust in God and His Word. Consider the words of Isaiah 40:31, "But those who wait for Yahweh will renew their strength. They will mount up with wings like eagles. They will run, and not be weary. They will walk, and not faint." Keep your focus on Jesus, and He will see you through.
If there are specific sins or issues you're dealing with, we urge you to repent and turn to God. He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness (1 John 1:9). If you are not born again then we strongly encourage you to call out to Jesus to save your soul. Romans 10:9, “Because, if you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart the good news of Jesus saving you from your sins, you will be saved from your sins and go to Heaven when you die.”
Lastly, remember that God wants you to live a holy and pure life. Flee from any immorality, sexual or otherwise, and pursue righteousness. As it says in 1 Thessalonians 4:3-5, "For this is the will of God: your sanctification, that you abstain from sexual immorality, that each one of you know how to possess himself of his own vessel in sanctification and honor, not in the passion of lust, even as the Gentiles who don't know God."
We are here for you, and we encourage you to seek godly counsel and support in your life and always searching for Jesus above everything.