Emergency prayers. My wife told me that I need to move out for the safety of my child. He has become very angry and says terrible things about me, his mom, and himself. Last year I yelled at his mom because I was scared and jealous. I was a terrible and mean man. My wife and I have been in counseling for 5 months and I have not yelled or gotten upset in months. As I have not yelled, my son is trying to act or make the environment what he is used to, which is chaos. I have prayed every night since September of last year and every morning. I know I have done terrible things, and I want to make them right. I want my family back, I want to be the person that makes them feel safe. Please God help me. Please God help my family. Jesus, I am begging to restore my marriage, restore my family, heal us, protect us. I will do everything to protect them and live with them as I should have. Please God forgive me, please help me. I have destroyed my entire world and I know I donโt deserve any of the blessings that I have been given. I repent, I surrender to you, I give my life to you. I need you now more than ever. Iโm sorry that I lived my youth how I lived, Iโm sorry that I didnโt pursue you when I was a child or teen, and Iโm sorry that it took until last year to seek you out. I am a sinner and I know I will never be perfect. I will fall, but I will lean on you always to pick me back up. Please God, save my family, save my marriage, save my wife, save my kids, save me.