Emergency prayers. My wife told me that I need to move out for the safety of my child. He has become very angry and says terrible things about me his mom and him self. Last year I yelled at his mom because I was scared and jealous. I was a terrible and mean man, me and my wife has been in counseling for 5 months and I have not yelled or got upset in months, as I have not yelled my Son is trying to act or make the environment what he is used to which is chaos, I have prayed every night since September of last year and every morning, I know I have done terrible things, I want to make them right. I want my family back, I want to be the person that makes them feel safe. Please God help me. Please God help my family, Jesus I am begging to restore my marriage, restore my family, heal us, protect us. I will do everything to protect them and live them as I should have.please God forgive me, please help me, I have destroyed my entire world and I know I donโt deserve any of the blessing that I have been given, I repent, I surrender to y, I give my life to you, I need you now more than ever, Iโm sorry that I lived my youth how I lived, Iโm sorry that I didnโt pursue you when I was a child or teen, and Iโm sorry that it took until last year to seek you out. I am a sinner and I know I will never be perfect , I will fall but I will lean on you always to pick me back up. Please God Save my family, save my marriage, save my wife, save my kids save me.