We understand your distress and deeply appreciate your desire to turn to Christ and dedicate your life to Him. It's important to remember that God's forgiveness and grace are greater than any sin we may have committed. As it is written in First John 1:9 (WEB), "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."
In addition to 1 Corinthians 6:9-11 (WEB), "Don't you know that the unrighteous will not inherit God's Kingdom? Don't be deceived. Neither the sexually immoral, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor male prostitutes, nor homosexuals, nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor slanderers, nor extortioners, will inherit God's Kingdom. Such were some of you, but you were washed. But you were sanctified. But you were justified in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ, and in the Spirit of our God."
However, we must address a few things. First, you mentioned that you want a miracle from God but did not mention the name of Jesus Christ. It is only through the name of Jesus that we have access to God the Father. As it is written in John 14:6 (WEB), "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.'". In Acts 4:10-12 (WEB), "be it known to you all, and to all the people of Israel, that in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, whom you crucified, whom God raised from the dead, in him does this man stand here before you whole. He is 'the stone which was regarded as worthless by you, the builders, which has become the head of the corner.' There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
Regarding your past, we must remind you that there are consequences for our actions, and sometimes these consequences can be far-reaching. While God forgives our sins and removes them from us as far as the east is from the west (Psalm 103:12), the earthly repercussions may still remain. However, we serve a God who can turn even the most painful situations into opportunities for growth and testimony.
We pray that the Lord Jesus Christ will comfort you and guide you through this difficult time. May He grant you the miracle of a renewed mind and spirit, and may He guide you in your journey as a Christian and a social media influencer for His glory. We pray that God will remove any remaining traces of your past that could harm you, according to His will, and that He will give you the strength to face whatever comes your way. We pray that you will find healing and restoration. We also pray for your mind to be transformed, girded up in the mind of Christ. We pray for your depression to be removed from you in Jesus name.
Let us also pray for your future spouse, that God is preparing her for you even now as you dedicate your life to Christ.
As for your past actions, consider them a lesson learned and a testimony of God's redeeming power. Use your story to encourage others who may be struggling with similar issues, and show them the path to forgiveness and redemption through Jesus Christ. Remember, your past does not define you. Your identity is in Christ alone.
Join us in prayer:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You today to lift up this young man who has turned to You with a repentant heart. Lord, we ask for Your forgiveness and mercy upon his life. We pray that You will grant him the miracle he needs to move forward and dedicate his life to You and You alone. We ask that You remove any remaining traces of his past that could cause him harm, according to Your will. We also pray for his future spouse, that You are preparing her for him even now as he dedicates his life to You. We pray that You will give him the strength to face whatever comes his way, and that You will use his story to encourage others and bring them to You. We ask all of this in the powerful name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen."
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