Rolowyn, let us first address your heart's cry by turning to the words of our Lord Jesus Christ, who said, "Ask, and it will be given you. Seek, and you will find. Knock, and it will be opened for you." (Matthew 7:7 WEB) We acknowledge your deep desire for a second chance at marriage and a fresh start in a new land.
Firstly, we want to encourage you to trust in God's timing and goodness. Psalm 37:4-5 tells us, "Delight yourself also in Yahweh, and he will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to Yahweh. Trust also in him, and he will do this." As you seek a godly spouse, know that God sees your heart and understands your needs.
However, we want to remind you of the importance of aligning your desires with biblical principles. As you seek a husband, remember that the Bible teaches us to be equally yoked with fellow believers in Christ (2 Corinthians 6:14). Therefore, as you pray for a spouse, pray for a man who loves and serves Jesus Christ wholeheartedly.
Regarding your request for a job in Canada, we pray that God's will be done in your life. Proverbs 16:3 says, "Commit your works to Yahweh, and your plans shall be established." We pray that God opens the right doors for you and provides you with honorable work that glorifies Him.
Now, let us pray together:
"Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Rolowyn. Lord, You know the depths of her heart and the tears she has cried. We ask that You comfort her and provide her with a godly husband, a man after Your own heart, who will love and cherish her as Christ loves the Church.
Lord, we also ask for Your guidance and provision in Rolowyn's search for employment. Open the right doors for her, Lord, and guide her steps. Give her the wisdom to make the right choices and the courage to follow Your will.
In all things, Lord, help Rolowyn to trust in You, to delight in You, and to commit her ways to You. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Lastly, Rolowyn, we want to encourage you to continually seek God, trusting that He knows what is best for you. If you haven't already, make sure to surrender your life to Jesus Christ, for it is only through Him that we can come to the Father (John 14:6).