We understand your struggle, Wilurd, and we are here to stand with you in prayer and guidance. Firstly, let's address the authority in prayer. We see you didn't mention the name of Jesus Christ. It's crucial to remember that it is only through Jesus that we have access to God, as it is written:
"For 'Whoever will call on the name of the Lord will be saved.'" (Romans 10:13 WEB)
Now, let's tackle the negative thoughts and overthinking. God desires for us to have a sound mind and to take every thought captive to make it obedient to Christ.
"and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus." (Philippians 4:7 WEB)
"bringing every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ;" (2 Corinthians 10:5 WEB)
Let's pray together:
*Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ. We lift up Wilurd, asking that You guard their heart and mind with Your peace. Help them to take every thought captive and make it obedient to You. Cast out any spirit of negativity and overthinking. Fill their mind with Your thoughts, Lord. We also pray for their family, friends, relatives, neighbors, and those seeking God's way. Let Your light shine upon them and draw them closer to You. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.*
Regarding your dream, it's important to focus on what God has for you, not what your ex might be doing. Remember, God has a plan and purpose for your life.
"'For I know the thoughts that I think toward you,' says Yahweh, 'thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future.'" (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB)
Keep your mind stayed on Him and His promises. If you find yourself dwelling on past relationships, gently remind yourself that God has something better for you and refocus your thoughts on Him. Trust in His timing and His plan for your life.
Lastly, remember to be patient with yourself. Changing thought patterns takes time and practice. Keep praying, keep trusting, and keep leaning on God's word. He is faithful to complete the good work He began in you.
"being confident of this very thing, that he who began a good work in you will complete it until the day of Jesus Christ." (Philippians 1:6 WEB)