Guilt Ridden
Disciple of Prayer
During a very low point in my life I fantisized about being a young female in a lesbian relationship. Now I have managed to shake these feelings and have a woman that I love very much, recently I was caught at work using the work computer to sort out some old files on a usb drive and some of these images were in that drive, now I have the drive and have shredded the images however they knew about the things I had done that day, (i didn't look at the in ages that day). I have used this USB drive before and did not know these pics were on there. I pray that this is never discovered and that I can marry this woman and live a good life. I have promised God directly that a I will never look at this sort of thing again and intend to keep that promise. I just need this to all blow over, I am not a pedophile and would never do anything like this but I fear the police will not understand.