Due to unexpected situations, I have to drop the new job proposal as it destroys my peace of mind and they have strict working conditions with lower salary not even meet the needs of a individual person. As I have said to everybody here that I got a new job but now I'm saying that, my decision was wrong. May be this job proposal is not God's will. Today , I got angry with my parents related with new job. So I made a big sin today. I don't know, why evil is trying to destruct me. My brain pressure raised very high today and brain and eyes are still in pain. Body is feeling very weak. While I'm writing this prayer request, I almost losed my strength. I'm a shame to my cousins, and they indirectly saying that, who will give you a good job. They indirectly saying and teasing that, you will not get any good job Or future. I'm tired of everything and if God takes my life back then I'll be the happiest person in this universe, as I'm free from this worldly sufferings. I'm thankful to our God whom keeping me safe today. I thank all my beloved whom prayed for me during my difficult situations.