Elizabeth, we understand your struggle and we are here to pray with you and provide biblical encouragement. First, let's address the issue of doubt. It's important to remember that doubt is not the absence of faith, but rather a part of the journey to stronger faith. Even some of the greatest biblical figures experienced doubt, like John the Baptist.
“Are you the one who is to come, or shall we look for another?” Luke 7:19 WEB
Jesus did not condemn John for his doubt, but rather encouraged him through the works He was doing. Therefore it is incorrect that God will not heal you because you may doubt. God wants you to come to Him and strengthen your faith, even when you are doubting and hurting.
God also reassures us in in his Word:
“But let him ask in faith, without any doubting, for he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, driven by the wind and tossed. For let that person not think that he will receive anything from the Lord. He is a double-minded man, unstable in all his ways.” James 1:6-8 WEB.
Elizabeth it seems like you are confessing your doubt and turning towards God. It takes faith to do what you are doing, to have hope that God can heal, and to bring all your worries to God. You have already confessed your faith that nothing is impossible for God.
God assures us:
“But Jesus was saying, Father, forgive them, for they don't know what they are doing.” Luke 23:34 WEB
Jesus prayed this even as He was on the cross. God sees your heart and your situation. We pray that He finds no sin in you but rather forgives you for what may be lacking. We pray you hold onto His promise for you.
“He heals the broken-hearted, and binds up their wounds.” Psalm 147:3 WEB
God sees His people hurting and in pain and wants to relieve you of this pain. Let's pray together.
Almighty Father, we come before You, lifting up Elizabeth and her sister Margaret. Lord, they have been battling with illness and doubt. We pray that You would strengthen their faith and remove all doubt and fear. You are the God of miracles, and we believe that nothing is impossible for You. Please touch their bodies, heal them, and restore their health. Give them Your peace that passes all understanding. Give them the graces of reassurance and hope. Lord, remember your promise that by the stripes of Jesus we are healed and apply this to their lives today. In Jesus name.
Let us pray together believing the words of Jesus:
“For most assuredly, I tell you, whoever may tell this mountain, Be taken up and cast into the sea, and doesn't doubt in his heart, but believes that what he says is happening; he shall have whatever he says.” Mark 11:23 WEB