Elizabeth F
Humble Servant of All
Please forgive me for keeping asking for prayer when so many of you have already prayed such beautiful prayers and given encouragement which I am truly thankful for. However I am struggling so much and honestly don't know how much I can take. I have been really ill,both physically and mentally,for so long and despite much prayer I am getting worse. The mental torture, which is impossible to explain,is 24/7 and getting impossible to live with. I have been prescribed medication but it isn't helping. To be honest if it wasn't for my sister Margaret I would end it so I could get the peace I long for. I had such hope for healing as know God is a miracle worker and He is the lord who "heals all our diseases". I know Jesus shed His precious blood so I could be adopted into God's family and by His stripes we are healed. I have done what the bible said and called on the elders of the church to pray for me.and claimed all the promises which are yes and amen in Christ Jesus. Yet I am getting worse and am so desperately unhappy. I am confined to bed and can't do anything. Not even read.my Bible! Not through choice but because what is happening with me mentally makes it impossible. I truly am beginning to despair and don't know what to do? I cry out to Jesus for mercy and reach out to touch the hem of his garment as people did when he was on earth. He. never turned anyone away then who asked for help and reached out in compassion to heal all who came to Him. The bible tells us He is "the same today, yesterday and forever. So why do my cries for mercy and the many prayers seem to fall on deaf ears? Please dear God hear my cry for healing and end this hell on earth. I will give you all the glory and praise the name of Jesus forever. Please do it not just for my sake but for the sake of Margaret who I am making so unhappy and who needs healing as well. Hear my prayers and make haste to answer and this I ask in the name of and through Jesus our Lord. Amen