I don't like the person I am please pray for me to change my ways and attitudes and my thoughts and please pray for me to have a mind like Jesus and a heart that desires to read and study and pray and a heart that loves to do good for the lord and please pray for god to change my character and my personality please pray for god to give me the mind that love love to focus on Jesus everyday and please pray for me to love what God love and to hate what he hates
Heavenly Father, we come before you with thanksgiving in our hearts for giving Mandy0933 the desire to grow closer to you. Lord, we pray that You would show Mandy0933 the love, kindness, forgiveness, and peace you have for her. We pray that You would free her from guilt and shame in her life and remember in these times that as soon as she acknowledged her short of the glory moments and sought Your redemption, You were already ready to forgive and accept her. Lord, we pray that Mandy0933 hears your words you said in Jeremiah 1:5 where You told us that you knew us in the womb and created us special. Help Mandy0933 remember in the moments where it’s easy to not see how we benefit God’s plan due to our mistakes that it wasn’t up to us to decide if we were not redeemable.
When the temptation to believe that her sins and iniquities are too big to be anything but a disappointment, we ask you help her remember that if You, the most high, knew her before You created her, You already saw the ways she’d fall short of glory and decided she was worth it to You. Lord, we know you aren’t a halfway God and wouldn’t send her out there if there were no true plans to prosper her and give a hope in her future to be all that You called her to be. We pray that You would give her strength and humility towards herself in wanting to seek you and be more of God and less of this world. Lord, we thank You that you saw fit to save her life and we are so thankful that You confirm she will be renewed in your light and presence because Jesus knew of what we would do and still saw fit to save us. We thank you that You saw the times Mandy0933 would feel inadequate and hate the creation you made and chose to lead her to a place where she can start to see what You see in her. We thank You for the new life, starting at this very moment, where she walks in your light. We thank you for Your word in Ephesians 4:22 where You told us we would be able to shed our deceitful and corrupted ways to have new image that resembles You.
We thank You for how you lead her to You as the answer to all her peace. We pray for Your peace in all that she does knowing You will give her a new, clean heart to overcome any negative thoughts about herself. We thank You that she is dead to that past and alive unto your righteousness in the name of Jesus. We pray that You help Mandy0933 see the light You see in her. We thank You for breaking the strongholds! We sit in rememberance that because of Your love and plans to prosper us and give us hope are true, we can take captive every thought of negativity and make it obedient to Christ. In Jesus name we pray, Amen.
I hope you find more peace, I’ve struggled with this in the past where I heard through abusive people that I was no good, so I believed it until God showed me that no one, not even ourselves have the right to say His plan and creation isn’t working. It’s hard, but letting go of the shame and guilt that kept me from seeing my changes and value was the first step and you’re already starting. There was no reason to “waste” a life on us that cost our Savior his life if He knew there was no chance of you becoming all that he planned. We judge ourselves more than God does, sometimes.
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