I’m sorry about your situation, Keerthi. I just said a prayer for you. May the Lord surround you with His loving presence, lead you to the job He has chosen for you, deliver you from your struggles and help you experience His peace, comfort and joy in a special way. Please get some help -- tell someone who can assist you with how you are feeling. Your life is precious no matter what issues you’re facing, friend. Try not to give up. Hang in there!