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A week ago I asked if God still cares, does He still answer prayers? I really thought about everyone's reply and tried to be more positive. Tonight I know, again all for nothing. God is my savior , my creator, I placed my life in His hands more than 30 years ago. I carried on with life, trying to do right, waiting on God. Every prayer was unanswered, every single time I said maybe next time will be my turn, just wait, God will provide. I am still waiting.... 30 + years...
I am human, I need God. How many years do I have to wait. I know there are others with the same question - Where is God???
Every prayer was unanswered, every time I waited again, this time I really desperately need God's help, I can't turn around again with nothing to carry on with. NOT AGAIN. I do not care about worldly goods, I do not care about money, if I have to accept again, what do I believe in? I believed in God all my life, life. God did not deliver on one of His promises. How do I lead unbelievers to God? Tell them with tears that maybe God will help them even though He did not help me.
Again I am human, I do not keep asking people if they reject me every time, how do I carry on begging God for nothing??? At this stage I do not only pray, it is more constant daily conversations with God, trying to understand. Even when I wake up during the night, first thing is talk to God. Am I annoying Him???
I am human, I need God. How many years do I have to wait. I know there are others with the same question - Where is God???
Every prayer was unanswered, every time I waited again, this time I really desperately need God's help, I can't turn around again with nothing to carry on with. NOT AGAIN. I do not care about worldly goods, I do not care about money, if I have to accept again, what do I believe in? I believed in God all my life, life. God did not deliver on one of His promises. How do I lead unbelievers to God? Tell them with tears that maybe God will help them even though He did not help me.
Again I am human, I do not keep asking people if they reject me every time, how do I carry on begging God for nothing??? At this stage I do not only pray, it is more constant daily conversations with God, trying to understand. Even when I wake up during the night, first thing is talk to God. Am I annoying Him???