The lord do care, very much! Even when it hurts especially when it hurts, especially when you dont understand, especially when it seems he's taking forever to respond and act on your behalf. But my beloved I ask you today to love Jesus, to trust him and try sticking by him even when your prayers havnt been answered yet. ...., and then the multitudes turned and walked away and he turned to his 12 and asked would you all leave me to? Jesus loves you greatly , love him , & hang in there. I pray he draws you close to him ,that when he speaks to you and whisper to your heart everything fades away, as it should, because hes the only thing that matters in jesus precious name amen! Hang in there never give up!!!