Swantalelf
Prayer Warrior
As I look back on the past, I see a pattern with my husband. I pray You give my sister what she needs to leave her husband. I am divorcing mine. She and I can be roommates. Our husbands have not been good to us. I refuse to endure this anymore. I hope that my husband will stop taking out loans and lying. Please let him pay his bills and stick to a budget. I need him to keep me on his health insurance and stay here until I get my own health insurance. I will file for a divorce. I will sale the house. I will pay off my car and move back to my childhood home. Please heal my broken heart. Give me strength. Help me talk to him in away he will not get upset. He went too far. He got fired. He lied, but he is lashing out at me. I do not care if he says he is taking out how he feels about himself on me, it is not ok. He finds a problem with everything I do. I am grateful my eyes are open. I want to make new friends and start a new life. I want to find a church and do your will. I pray I am prepared for this change. It would take a miracle for my husband to understand. He does the opposite. He may love me, but he refuses to love me the way I feel love. He makes excuses of why he did something instead of saying how he would change or do things differently. He will tell me that he disagrees with my feelings and opinion about him. I tried to honor my vows. I know I must leave. I am waiting on the open enrollment period. This could be over in January 2025. All these years his personality disorder was the issue. I feel numb and lost. Help me work on my anger and forgiveness. Please if anything show my husband as soon as possible how wrong he got things. I pray you show me how to stop doing whatever I am doing that makes everyone think negatively of me. It does not matter the truth or what I say. They only believe what they think.