WendyG88
Prayer Partner
Ray (my Husband, my Love)... [i wish you would reply to this email] If you only realize what you are doing to me, you would be kind, considerate and thoughtful to my feelings. I know nothing I can say will move or sway you, as your heart seems to be as hard and cold as stone. I am not saying this to be mean or cruel- but just let you know how much you have hurt me. Your cold, harsh, aloof attitude utterly breaks my heart. I still love you despite the fact that you have kept me away from our (my) children for a full year. How did we end up this way? Do you love me at all? We said (you said) you will love me for a lifetime and an eternity- but this is no way to express that love. I was so hoping (and have been praying non-stop) that we can find some kind of reconciliation but a year later you still seem to be distant and unmoved about anything relating to me. All that I know is that life is extremely fragile and several people that I know and have been dear to me have passed away in the last week or two. I need to- in the very least- have ACTUAL contact with BJ & Gregory and BE THEIR MOTHER AGAIN. You have NO IDEA how broken my heart is- and has been- the whole year. BJ & Gregory NEED ME- and I LONG to believe YOU NEED ME!!! I wish you knew how heart broken I am. I moved my LIFE to the OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD TO BE YOUR WIFE!!!! Lovingly, and Sincerely Still your Wife, WendyG (I don't even feel worthy of our last name- or feel you think me worthy of the name). I LOVE you. I long for EVEN THIS UGLY, GHASTLY SITUATION to not be enough to keep us apart.Β
Please let me know what YOUR feelings are of us- and be honest (but kind)- please, please be kind... And don't ignore this email if you DO love me...
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Β Please pray that the above words will touch my husband's heart. He seems to have NO feelings for me at all anymore and I am now living (forced to be living 200 miles away) from my Husband and children. He has a TRO against me and is keeping me away from my children and the judge gave me supervised visitation several times per week which he (my husband) did not allow me. He got a TRO against me when I ran away to a women's shelter because of several incidents. He got our children away from me by twisting what happened to our youngest child, Gregory's, health when he was 6 weeks old. Ray's lawyer said that BJ & Gregory were in immediate and irreparable damage in my care- but that is totally untrue. I love our children and I would never cause them any harm. I am their mother and I love them more than I love my own life and would do anything for them.
I don't know how our lives got this bad. We have been one step away from being totally homeless for nearly 2,5 years now- living with friends and later his aunt (who was adopted by his grandparents as a child). Life was so much more stressful at that house and I had to feed BJ & Gregory and it was extremely difficult to cook in that woman's kitchen. She just did not want me in her kitchen or her home. I love my family and I would never have left my husband if it had not got that bad. He has been abusive but we were trying to work things out but it was terrible there. Now my children have to be left in that woman's care, and I have no control of what happens in their lives. (It has been this way for over a year now). I am absolutely distraught and have been so the whole year. Please, YHVH, ONLY YOU can save our family... we need nothing less than a HUGE miracle...
Thank you for your prayers and praying in agreement with me...
Numbers 6:24-26New International Version (NIV)
[SIZE=.75em]24Β [/SIZE]Γ’β¬ΕΓ’β¬ΛΓ’β¬ΕTheΒ LordΒ bless you
Β Β Β Β and keep you;
[SIZE=.75em]25Β [/SIZE]theΒ LordΒ make his face shine on you
Β Β Β Β and be gracious to you;
[SIZE=.75em]26Β [/SIZE]theΒ LordΒ turn his faceΒ toward you
Β Β Β Β and give you peace.Γ’β¬Γ’β¬β’
Please let me know what YOUR feelings are of us- and be honest (but kind)- please, please be kind... And don't ignore this email if you DO love me...
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Β Please pray that the above words will touch my husband's heart. He seems to have NO feelings for me at all anymore and I am now living (forced to be living 200 miles away) from my Husband and children. He has a TRO against me and is keeping me away from my children and the judge gave me supervised visitation several times per week which he (my husband) did not allow me. He got a TRO against me when I ran away to a women's shelter because of several incidents. He got our children away from me by twisting what happened to our youngest child, Gregory's, health when he was 6 weeks old. Ray's lawyer said that BJ & Gregory were in immediate and irreparable damage in my care- but that is totally untrue. I love our children and I would never cause them any harm. I am their mother and I love them more than I love my own life and would do anything for them.
I don't know how our lives got this bad. We have been one step away from being totally homeless for nearly 2,5 years now- living with friends and later his aunt (who was adopted by his grandparents as a child). Life was so much more stressful at that house and I had to feed BJ & Gregory and it was extremely difficult to cook in that woman's kitchen. She just did not want me in her kitchen or her home. I love my family and I would never have left my husband if it had not got that bad. He has been abusive but we were trying to work things out but it was terrible there. Now my children have to be left in that woman's care, and I have no control of what happens in their lives. (It has been this way for over a year now). I am absolutely distraught and have been so the whole year. Please, YHVH, ONLY YOU can save our family... we need nothing less than a HUGE miracle...
Thank you for your prayers and praying in agreement with me...
Numbers 6:24-26New International Version (NIV)
[SIZE=.75em]24Β [/SIZE]Γ’β¬ΕΓ’β¬ΛΓ’β¬ΕTheΒ LordΒ bless you
Β Β Β Β and keep you;
[SIZE=.75em]25Β [/SIZE]theΒ LordΒ make his face shine on you
Β Β Β Β and be gracious to you;
[SIZE=.75em]26Β [/SIZE]theΒ LordΒ turn his faceΒ toward you
Β Β Β Β and give you peace.Γ’β¬Γ’β¬β’