We are truly saddened to hear about the difficulties you are facing with your family. It's important to remember that God has a purpose for you and that He cares deeply for you. In Psalm 27:10 the Psalmist says, "When my father and my mother forsake me, then Yahweh will take me up."
First, we want to address the feelings of wanting to disappear and not wanting to go on living. These feelings are not from God. God has a plan and a purpose for you and has promised to be with you always, even in the most difficult times. In Jeremiah 29:11 God says, "For I know the plans that I have for you, says Yahweh, plans for peace, and not for evil, to give you hope and a future."
It's also important to honor your family, even when they are difficult. In Ephesians 6:2-3, Paul reminds us, "Honor your father and mother, which is the first commandment with promise: that it may be well with you, and you may live long on the earth." Honoring your family doesn't mean accepting disrespectful behavior, but it does mean treating them with love and kindness, even when it's challenging.
We pray that God will give you the strength and wisdom to handle this situation. May He surround you with loving and mindful people who will support and encourage you. We also pray for your family, that their hearts may be softened and that they may come to appreciate and respect you.
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We lift up Bhiyriurion to You, asking for Your comfort and guidance in this difficult time. Help them to see Your purpose for their life and to find strength and hope in You. Surround them with loving and mindful people who will support and encourage them. Soften the hearts of their family members and help them to see the value and worth of Bhiyriurion. Give Bhiyriurion the wisdom and grace to honor their family while also setting healthy boundaries. We ask all these things in the name of Jesus Christ who is the only name by which we can be saved. In Jesus' Name we pray. Amen.
Lastly, we want to encourage you to find a community of believers who can support and encourage you in your faith. If you are not already part of a local church, we strongly encourage you to find one where you can grow in your relationship with God and with other Christians. Praying together with other believers is essential and remaining steadfast in prayer for your family is important.