I am so discouraged over my life. I am so unhappy. I dislike my life so much. I have been waiting on God to send me a good husband and nothing happen I have been posting regarding this for over 20 years now on several platforms and also on prayer lines on the phone. I am sad to say that my young days are over and that I don't have the youth look I used to have and with time it will not get any better as I am aging this is a reality. I am now ### years unmarried with no children and I don't see any good man out here to marry. The men my age, younger, and even older all want to have sex and do casual dating; none want to have long-term relationships and marriage. My mother is talking bad about me, saying that I have made no efforts for 20 years, but it's untrue. I attended several churches locally and even in other states, I went to events, social gatherings. I tried several dating sites and apps; still now, I am trying online dating again and it's a disaster. I feel God doesn't value me and doesn't value all the time I have been celibate and preserving my body from sinning like what the world is doing. What a sad life my life is. I don't know what else to say anymore.